Emotions Dump #6
Lol. It's been a few days since I've last posted. There goes my promise to actually write a blog post everyday. Maybe I should write one at the end of each week instead. Not much has happened, fortunately. Met up with a bunch of friends for lunch today, but my anxiety & worry about going back to office tomorrow made me space out a lot. Just kept thinking about work. I need to meditate to try and stay in the "present" as much as possible instead of worrying of the future. As for work, I don't know what I feel, but it feels like I'm getting numb towards it. I'm slowly accepting the fact that I just don't give too much shits about work, and as long as I'm productive, I'm doing stuff, keep my head low...maybe it ain't too bad? I don't know. Just do the bare minimum to survive. Get my monthly paycheck, spend on things I like, save the rest...survive. Need to numb myself from being too emotionally attached to my work. Need to get into th...